C & rsquo; is 2011 at 41 years that life has decided that all n & rsquo; s going to happen as I & rsquo; had planned for the coming years.. J & rsquo; s going to be torn away from my perfect life “big, child, House, dream work and living environment (in hindsight) “. A groundswell m & rsquo; causes the middle of the & rsquo; ocean , very far from the shore and cut me from the world of normal people, of healthy well ! The verdict : metastatic breast cancer emblem of mediastinum and lung. In 3 weeks j & rsquo; did 10 000 examinations blood tests my first chemo and I have no more hair.
Welcome to the wonderful world of & rsquo; Oncology.
I fight. Since the departure I know that the battle will be tough : j & rsquo; have the right to total, chemotherapy, mastectomy, axillary dissection, radiotherapy, injection & rsquo; antibody and hormone therapy. My desire is primarily to resume my life as before and in my mind it n & rsquo; n & rsquo in, not otherwise. I take my work confident a year after these events thinking be stabilized but I'm a first recurrence….
s & rsquo; & rsquo strung up treatment; a second relapse in May 2017.
There c & rsquo; is the shock, cancer cells are still there and I am finally aware after 6 years that I & rsquo; had cancer ” chronic”, for life…. I'm at the foot of the new wall treatments heavy, terrible side effects, I am very angry j & rsquo; have a lot of resentment in me. J & rsquo; did all that & rsquo; it m & rsquo; said to do, j & rsquo; took all the medications that & rsquo; it m & rsquo; said to take and is the result : the beast. I finally realized that I will not go take my life as before, I can not work as before, I'm not in shape as before, I can not drive as before, I can not party like before!!!